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[Oct. 30th, 2003|09:39 pm] |
I have been doing ALOT of thinking sense I last updated this thing, and to be honest with you, I think it has been good for me. Yes, I, Perry thought. Mainly about life in general. And I realized that wherever you have a problem, someone has always got it ten times worse than you. Another thing I have come to the conclusion of is sometimes you cant control your fate at times, while you can make decisions upon the outcome of your fate, in the end, what was meant to be, was meant to be. People get caught up in the finer details of life, for instance living life day by day. We would all like to live it weeks in advance, but we cant due to the minor conflicts that arise everyday. My life is going to change, drasticly, in the near future, but I am content with it. What will happen, will happen, and weather it be good or bad, it is going to happen. While it may seem that my fate is going to be bad, it is not without a reward. I have gained knowledge and experance from the event, which in turn will help me in this thing that we call life. In the long run, it will give me the knowledge to overcome a conflict that will happen in an average day, so I can focus more on the broad picture. While the finer points may be fun, it is not the way one should live. Alot of people I know are upset over bullshit, and those of you know who you are. You must realize that it there is a time to be sad, and I time to get on your feet, and if you are going to trip over the minor details in life, you will eventually be overrun by the more serious problems in life. You must realize that the past is the past, and it will never come back, so just give it up. It pisses me off to see people hang onto things for months. I can handle a week, two at the most depending on the severity, but months is nothing more than bullshit. Thats all it is, is bullshit. And for whatever reason you are attached to your problems, let them go. Unfortunatly, most of who I am speaking to don't even know that this journal exists, but some do. Things just caved in with my mom, and I am at my fathers house as of now. I dont know when I will see her again, if at all, it all depends if she wants me back in her life. So, please, those people that I am speaking to, cut the bullshit, and move on.
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[Oct. 21st, 2003|07:09 pm] |
Ok, so maybe it isnt all that much, but when you add it up, it sure is. 2 hrs of work and $30.00. That is $15.00 per hour (imagine that!) which is $10.00 more than what I make an hour. I wish it could always be like this. Busy week, full of tests, and on friday, going to Warner Robbins.
Thats it for now
Perry |
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[Oct. 19th, 2003|06:58 pm] |
Back from work, done with chores, and nothing to do! I literally smell like an onion right now, but it is all good. Things are going great, I guess, but what a crazy day. Working at the Philly Connection is to say the least crazy. I started a new email account, those of you who need to know it already know, those of you who dont, you dont need to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-) Well, dinner time, I am out, farewell
PERRY |
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[Oct. 19th, 2003|11:04 am] |
Last night to say the least was crazy. I was bored all night, and no one could do anything, so I was left here, to myself. So what did I do, you ask? I took almost every single quiz at www.ym.com , and this is what I have found. I am the lowest of low when it comes to maintience, I am a fearless chic, my life is rated PG-13, I am easy going, I am a leader, I would not go well with scorpios, and of course, I get over guys easily.
Just damn, Just Damn
Anyway, today I must go to work, I am supposed to work until 8:00, but that never really happens, he ussally lets me go after 4 (Its the philly connection, what do you expect?)at which point I go back to my dads house. I honestly have no idea how much my first paycheck will be, I just kinda have forgot how much I have worked, but I know that the first $50.00 is going to my grandpa for a repayal in a loan that he gave me to buy my paintball gun. So, that leaves me with only a few more items I need to buy (about $200.00 more to make it function), and I am set. Anyway, I am out, give me a call if you want to do something later.
Farewell
Perry |
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[Oct. 18th, 2003|05:25 pm] |
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Back from work, it was a typical day, yes, tipical would be the best word for it. I walked in right as the first wave of people came, so I was on my feet at the start. That is when it dawned on me that I was really, really tierd. Damn, I guess I shouldnt stay up till 3 |
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[Oct. 18th, 2003|11:48 am] |
Ok people, sorry I have not been updating this thing alot, I have truly not had the time. Lets see, recently I have been so busy with homework that I have had time for absoulty nothing, except for the Tuesday night debates. I swear, what the hell is the purpose of it?? I never have understood that. Anyway, Sunday went to some conformation class my parnets are making me go to, and finished up a project. Monday was started by a detention in Mrs. Klings class, and ended with me getting yet another one (which will be served on Monday as well) from Mrs. Kelley (Geometry). So what a great foot to start out on! Tuesday was really the only night that I actually had off, even at that, I really didnt have it off, but me being the irresponisible person that I am, decided to do it anyway, regardless. That night was by far one of the best times I had in debate. Lauren and I being partners, we proceeded to take on the first team. After much hostility and arguementation, we won. The second round was much of the same, only the judge had a hangover (litterally) and was in the bad mood. This is when the best side of me came out, overly sucking up to the judge. Due to this, we won the second round. And then finally the third round of that night, was with the same judge. It was at this time that I realized we had an odd, but cool connection. He knew the ref. named Brian (one of the coolest refs. to ever walk this earth, who happens to work at fat city), so we got off onto a disscussion about paintball. To say the least we won the round. That round was one of the coolest, but after swearing things that happend before and after the round to confidentalilty, I can not disclose. The night ended by me meeting my father, face to face in the staging area, at which point he started to interiogate Joe, Lauren, and of course, Mrs. Jordan. The end of Tuesday. Wendsday and Thursday consited of tests that I really did study for, but unfortinaltly failed non the less. Imagine that! And then the mad crazy events of Friday. Friday was indeed, a rainy day. And with rain, comes mud, and lots of it. And what do you know, we have a 10 man practice at Fat City on friday. To say the least, it was muddy. And a new principle of the universe was learned, electonics and mud do not do the tango.......(if you know what I mean). Out of 10 people on my team, Pandemonium, 3 people's guns went down, because of mud getting into circit boards. And the team we were playing, Assthunder, had about the same, with 2 guns going down. I fortunatley was blessed with the fact that I had my newest gun, and autococker, which is non-electronic. It worked the whole time, unlike those who had eletronic guns. SUCKERS. I get home about 11:30am (dont remember the exact time)at which point I bedged out on the couch, and played Grand Thief Auto Vice City. I commited random acts of violence all day. Oh yes, another key factor to the adventures of Friday, was I was on the phone until 4:15 am. So I was just a wee bit tierd. After combating with my unmittigated bordem all day, I decided to meet Lauren, and her friend Hayley at the Avenue. And if you, Hayley, somehow read this, you are by far one of the coolest people I have ever met, thankyou for all of the information, that I will one day use as black mail. That night ended with me going to bed at 3:30 am, and awaking at 9:30 am. Not too bad. And after commiting random acts of violence, I am here, updating my jounal. Well, I must be going, I have got to work until 9:00 tonight.
Farewell, world, Farewell
PERRY |
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[Oct. 5th, 2003|02:10 pm] |
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Hello everyone, I now have my own live journal (like anyone really reads these things anyway)but all is fun. Expect complete randomness from this journal, for now, you are entering the twisted mind of myself, me, Perry |
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